Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Another kick in the teeth...really? How many more?!?!?!?!

The saying goes something like, 'You can't do the same thing over and over again and expect different results.'  Actually, I believe that's the definition of insanity.  Well, I must be FUCKING CRAZY to keep applying for transfers out of the ED and thinking that I actually have a chance in HELL of succeeding!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm so beyond pissed and downright devastated that I can't see straight!  Never mind the tears streaming down my face for the last hour since reading the "Thanks, but no thanks" message from HR.

If I had the resources, I'd march my ass in there in the morning and tell 'em all to shove off...then I would!  I'd shove off to a remote cabin or a secluded beach (preferable choice) and not work ONE MORE DAY for another ungrateful company that wouldn't know gold if they were in Ft. Knox.

I give up.............................

3 comments:

athena said...

Damn!!!!!
I feel so frustrated for you and can only imagine how downtrodden this must make you feel. I'm sorry to say that the only way you will be able to change jobs is if you get out of that place because you are pushed into a spot you can't get out of. It's really a shame because if they knew half your ability and work ethic they'd know that losing you all together would be a major loss and a total waste.

Screw em. Come stay with me for three months for free. :)

Jenn said...

I can't imagine they would choose to lose someone like you and spend the money trying to train someone that couldn't cope in that department. Seriously, it takes a special person to do what you do.

I'm with Athena on this one. And you should take her up on her offer! Traveling makes you forget all of your day to day worries!

Lea said...

I would LOVE to go somewhere...anywhere, but I am not financially able to do so now.

Thank you, both, for being dear friends to me.