new year

I'm starting this post with just 12 minutes remaining in 2012.  I have learned a lot about myself in the last 365 days.  Through some adversity, I was reminded what amazing friends and family I have.  Being independent for so long has made me realize how much I want a special man in my life.  This year's birthday, while just a number, made me take a serious look at my health.  I am really trying to recognize every opportunity to laugh and just enjoy it with the most genuine belly laugh I have.  My emotions are something I have to work on, and I am trying to deal with this revelation.  It's not easy for me to feel vulnerable, but it's necessary for me to deal with what I'm feeling at the time I'm feeling it rather than stuffing it down and burying it, primarily under food.  I have lots of old hurt I need to let go because I have so much good to look forward to and I want to do that with a healthy attitude.

All those things being said, I wish you all a happy and healthy New Year!  Cherish your family and friends, laugh often and love with all your heart!